I have less than 24 hours.

[ifix]

I made a mistake during one of my rituals, and it is amazing I have made it this far. I have begun to feel very nauseous. My joints ache, and it hurts to keep my eyes open. It hurts to breathe. I would say I have, at most, 24 hours to live.

Mr. Lynn successfully eliminated the second-to-last PEP candidate. He will confirm that Mr. Dorsey is the PEP sometime in the middle of the night. My message to him will probably be the last message I send to anyone.

I think I will look up a story for you all tonight - an interesting distraction.

I'll try to update this every few hours, but I do have some work to do tonight.

[palidor42]

What was the mistake? Or the nature of the mistake? What was the ritual?

[portorium]

Thaks for all that you've done. Hopefully you won't perish as soon as you think you will.

[ifix]

palidor42 said:

What was the mistake? Or the nature of the mistake? What was the ritual?

The ritual required a certain amount of specialized meditation to work to its fullest. I believe my mind drifted a bit too much, and I failed to take full control of my thinking.

It would have meant little during a large group meditation, but when you're working alone, the ramifications of such a mistake are devastating.